Still Waiting

Thursday, July 21, 2005

tmr's the day i'll never look forward to.. i dread tmr. not becos of that hate-able mad man... but it's otherwise.. haiz.. i just wish tmr will never arrive.. really. =(

and i hate to become 17... =( it feels old. sighs.. good for hui, tian and cy.. they turn 17 only in december.. =( but they M18 slower =) XD hiek hiek hiek...

should i bare i soul? or should i slap myself and shut up? confused..

haiz.. today's econs SIEAs presentation is finally over.. thank god.. =)

but english presentation is coming soon. next wednesday. =( and PW(project work) is really drowning me.. so many things to do.. think of it le oso sian. =(

there are 3 econs full length essays to be handed up on monday.
one bio essay n one bio draft essay on monday too.
bio practical report nxt monday.
chinese compo 4 nxt monday.
chinese exercise 4 nxt monday.
GP reading log tmr.

shit.. there's soooo much homework to be handed up on monday?!?!? monday's really a killer man. it's known for our blue feelings. bad things always happen on monday. shucks..

haiz.. tmr.. will be having a stupid CO interview.. until 6 latest.. den i'll come home.. and pei my mummy.. thank her for giving birth to me.. just got to know from her.. i gave her labour pains on 21 july lor.. night time.. till next day afternoon 1.32 pm den i'll born. "-_-.. poor mommy suffer soooo many hours of pain.. gosh.. am i so fat that i cant squeeze out of her? XD lol.. kk lame XD

argh.. sat.. will be celebrating with my g6s and cy i guess.. one day gone.

sunday.. teaching tuition.. den will be doing the blardy english presentation with my friends.. =( haiz. my weekend is gone like that. meaning i have to chiong homework EVERYNIGHT.

my sis just commented i became fat AGAIN.

wth?!? cant i ever slim down PERMANENTLY??? wad the... argh..

wei tian told me something tt i think i must blog it.. she dreamt tt i hold hands with chang yu lor.. "-_- DIAOZ!!! hello~ hello~ chang yu is my best bud.. so so so si dang that our friendship cant be improved any further =) hor brotheR? XD =))) (i'm sure cy's face will be lame-ed when he sees this XD) anyways.. good luck in your love life bud..

can i don't step out of my house tmr at all? haiz.. i really dun wish to face the world tmr.. for tmr will be the day that is most confidence-less for me. i know the answer. but don't ask me, unless u're trying to play with fire..

in such a bad mood these few days.. poor classmates.. have to put up with my unhappiness.. well.. sorry.. =(

and today's lesson is really long.. and the day is soo cooollldd... almost freezed to death.. i think i shall being a jacket tmr.. =(

kk.. tata.. i suddenly wish to die.. =(((

i suppose this will be my unhappiest birthday ever.

-when are you coming back? ;